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Every Time I Get Ahead, I Fall Behind

by The Opener

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1.
Blue 08:18
I’m just now finding out from third party acquaintances I’m not who I thought I was The wallpaper stays the same, regardless The lease has names of the people who wanted more Chasing comets Vaguely honest Leaky faucets Staying on it Dreaming lately T-Shirts fading Seems like days are few when you’re blue Water marks on the graphics that seamlessly blend the traffic Wasting time in the cul-de-sac Staring at a phone that brings us close yet I’m alone Basing this off of simple facts Lately wishing They’d just listen Taming tension Competition Open letters Closing statements are better, so much better I wish the color of my eyes would shimmer bright inside Late night they only glimmer in the star light, on the outside Until the sun escapes the grips of darkened blight, sun rise Every time I get ahead I fall behind This time seems different I friended a new lonely beast My eyes can’t shake it It hovers over top of me Glaring and staring I hear the chatters of its teeth It wants to take me Down to the bottom of the sea There's no going back Hold your breath as long as you can (Drown, wake up) It seems like days are few when you’re blue
2.
Fake it for the blog post Tag the friends that you wanted most Share, wait, stare, repeat You show what they ask for Requesting that you take off more Share, wait, stare, repeat This is only what you know, who knows what else you don't Framing stories that will show the lies behind our ghosts Make it up for the crowd, there's no encore Stand behind the curtains First impressions seems so certain It's your turn to take the stage so please don't make them wait This is only what you know, who knows what else you don't Framing stories behind our ghosts Make them think that you're proud Feel her filter as she fades away lens, frames, tint, shades, engrave our graves
3.
I find it hard to recollect a single thing you said It all goes back to legacies drowning in bitterness It doesn't matter what I say I never mattered anyways Square heart shape Objects fray Lately the prism blurs my vision moving forward to A better since of the distance that congregates my views Getting used to getting used Square heart shape Objects fray In the silence I sense doubt Dims of violet seeping out To cover the colors for now Until they're fully coated, relaxing hues denoted Flowing over the borders, filling in every corner I never thought that this would be so god damn hard The painting of redemption, the artist goes unmentioned To every eye that glances, bodies and minds that pass it Palettes take transit I am painted out It's finally happening Unnoticed Unwanted My life's on canvas, cut it out Cut me out of this square heart shape I'll fade if not in frame So cut me out (Perfect image) Wading through lifetime
4.
Amy (Demo) 04:13

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released March 31, 2019

Music and Production by Donald Alan Sowash Jr.
Artwork by David Scherrep

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